you know what they say ... the early bird gets the worm! TRANSLATING: the early killer gets the love! speaking of ... j*bs, what is your dream job, if anything? it can be as “unrealistic” as you wish! you remind me of the concept of rental girlfriends, as well as general matriachy ( badum-tss )

are you more of an early or late to bed type of girl? lately i've been going to bed around 10, otherwise i'm super sleepy...

Also! Sura — part of the name for a cow goddess in a certain region 🐄, Mae — Mama 🌍 … so, Cow Mama. 🩶

Pay day is always a joyous occasion. I’ve never been to Waffle House despite how much I enjoy waffles. A friend of mine confessed she has romantic feelings for me. I turned her down, but it made me realize how common of an occurrence it is. Although I don’t make friends often since I don’t mesh well with a lot of people, when I do make friends, it usually turns out this way. I’m aware I’m very affectionate with those I allow into my circle, but I suppose I give the wrong impression? I don’t know how to be any different, though … I feel affection very deeply and I express it intensely. Somehow it’s always interpreted as romantic even though I very seldom feel love in that way. It’s a very silly problem to have — “oh no, too many beautiful people want me!” — but I feel bad for giving people false hope even if that’s not my intention to begin with. Creature is too simple minded for these things. 🐜

Good day, Sura—Mae. 🩶 I’ve not much to say today. Unfortunately, I’m in a bit of a dilemma. It’s a tad silly, so I won’t trouble you with it. What’s something that’s made you abundantly happy recently? 🕯️

ameyalli is such a pretty name! I've never seen it before...what does it mean!

It’s as if I have a little sensor in my brain that alerts me to your responses …. 🧠 I could never hate you. I either feel utter fondness or complete indifference with each individual I encounter. You’ve always been a recipient of my, self admittedly, poor understanding of affection. I care for you deeply even if I’m going about it strangely. We shared a lot of ourselves with each other; I treasure all the pieces of you that you’ve given to me. In turn, I hope you feel at least a little fondly for the parts I’ve given to you, even if my identity is currently unknown to you. We’ve never had a negative interaction with one another in all the years we’ve been companions. Through our hundreds of conversations, not once have I found myself wanting to provoke a problem the way I often do with others. That’s impressive for someone as combative as myself. You bring peace to my mind, I suppose. Unfortunately, your Creature is avoidant. When a bond I have with someone is too good & too important to me, I flee. But here I am, chirping at your windowsill. 🐦⬛

does this Lady have any films or shows to recommend? im trying to get more hobbies and experience more art!!

i think titles + tv tropes pages are very fascinating and really helps give me a sense of how someone is... if you don't mind sharing, what are some of the ones you use now a days? though, i totally get if you'd rather wait til you make the page public~! as for how i write my name, i just use 「 主人公 」 , meaning 'hero', hiiro is more a stylistic choice when i romanize it! though, i guess it wouldn't hurt to officially reveal myself: my primary name is umiko 「 海子 」, meaning child of the sea!

HAI sister hai hai hai wave wiggles and rolls around!!!

I don’t enjoy that blend of textures either. I would’ve done the same. I’m glad you could enjoy it in the end. 🤍 I, in fact, did know that. My brain has a little trove of Ameyalli trivia. I’m a medium-rare lover, and I only enjoy filet mignon. It’s like a fun little treat when I stumble upon your creations in my internet perusing. It’s kind of fun. Knowing you while you know little of me. At the risk of sounding like a stalking pervert ( which I am, don’t get me wrong, I’ve no shame ), I like knowing so many big and little things about you. I’ve seen so many sides of you. Now I get to experience the side that hasn’t experienced me. You’re smart, Sura—Mae. You’ll find me.

Ah, textures. Unfortunately, I can’t eat anything crunchy. The sensory experience of crunchy foods is enough to make me weep. It’s nightmarish. Even so, I try everything at least once even if I’m certain the texture won’t be agreeable. When you try your chocolate, tell me how it is… I need to pay my taxes as well. Procrastination is my burden. Do you have any current creative endeavors or projects? I’ve always loved your creations and the things that mind of yours conjures.

Lucky me, you answered right as I checked. 🔔 I think anonymity is fun, though we’ve talked plenty on numerous platforms. It’s been a while, however. You haven’t done anything to push me away, it’s very much so an internal thing. I opt not to interact with most anymore. You, of course, are an exception. Only you have ever matched me in any meaningful amount. Bought my dream home, experiencing fulfilling love … Everything I think of, I receive. Even if it’s something as small as a sweet treat or something as exuberant as an expensive gadget, I’ve received all of it and more. It’s strange. I’ve experienced nothing but strife since last spring. Now, it’s as if anything I want, I can have. I don’t mean to be greedy, or receive more than what I’m owed. This exceeding happiness I haven’t felt since longer than I can remember. I love the Universe and all that She gives. I’ve learned to soften myself, my heart — I want to love as I’m loved. Tell me something about yourself. Anything. There’s a high likelihood I know it already ( wink ), but tell me anyway. With love, your Creature. 🤍

Fortune smiles upon me as of late. Everything I’ve dreamt of, I’ve received. For all the hardship I have endured, it seems spring is welcoming me into its embrace. New beginnings are afoot. I regret I wasn’t around to wish you a happy birthday. I’ve had it in my calendar since the day we met … Our meeting date is also in my calendar. I’m a few months your senior — 20 will be welcoming me soon enough. It’s strange to think I’ve known you since 16. Each day, you become lovelier. My lone flower in the storm. 🌷

It is raining a lot today. The wind is violent, yet the rain itself sounds peaceful. Flowers will bloom again soon. Reminded me of you. 🪻🤍 For now, I will be “Creature”. I promise you will know my name soon. Take care of yourself.