Ameyalli’s favorite is probably Its Not My Fault ♪ Of course, since that’s her song. But she also likes Weakness & This Is How To Be In Love With You a lot too ♡ This lady will answer the other question in two! You see, she had quite different opinions on her prison mates while she was in Milgram. 001 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Ameyalli’s special friend — Near & dear to her, someone she can truly rely on & trust  𓋭  Well, Ameyalli is in a relationship with Haru now, but back then my feelings didn’t lean towards romantic as much as one would think. 002 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Yuno was a nice girl at first, but then she disliked me, and I should mirror the sentiment, especially since she became cold so quickly and quietly, it’s so distasteful.  𓋭  Koko~tan is Yuno to me, and I love her, so I feel kinder towards Yuno as a result. 003 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Fuuta is rambunctious.  𓋭  Fuu is himself, so Ameyalli likes him a lot more now. 005 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Adult men are a little scary.  𓋭  I truly don’t have much of an opinion on Shidou, besides the fact that she doesn’t blame him. 006 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  She was nice, and easy to talk to.  𓋭  Hm, this one is complicated. 007 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Adult men are a little scary.  𓋭  I criticize him a lot for how he handled his marriage. 008 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  She’s just a little kid, it isn’t fair she’s here too.  𓋭  My heart weeps for Amane. 009 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Isn’t he a little too friendly…?  𓋭  I don’t really care for him in any which way. 010 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  She deserves whatever she gets, she’s mean to me, but she always has been so it’s not as bad as Yuno.  𓋭  Kotoko is cute. Her sense of justice is flawed. I just wish people cared for her. LOL. 000 ◟ ̣̣̥͜  Es is kind, I like them very much, they keep a bit of distance that frustrates me.  𓋭  I am still wholly affectionate to Es and like them very, very much. Bonus; Rei. I didn’t care for then, even if I regret my ultimate decision I still didn’t care for her. She probably didn’t get my importance due to being part of a bigger school in the past. Either way, if I could go back, I would’ve said not to bully her sooner, but really, I didn’t care.  𓋭  I like Rei now, she’s cute.

Thank you so very much! This gave me motivation to finish my recent post.

I’m really not that great at it! You must always remember to take time to think out your responses. Empathy eludes me, but what doesn’t is seeing the people around me as complicated things with their own thoughts and feelings. I explain and re explain a lot, and that isn’t always what’s needed. Sometimes it’s best to zip your lips, stay respectful and say few words, then go back and unpack.

Part of it was my dear sweet own body’s mother taking away my phone — it helped to remind myself it wasn’t anything that can hurt me IRL (besides at a concert, but there was hardly any interaction). The day it happened, I was at the Fair with friends. This lady started getting really shaken up! A few days later she showed all her friends, as they were sincerely worried, and they asked for clarification on some things and they all found it to be a non—issue. That person was my age. We were both bad for each other, and I hadn’t been making sense for months. Co—dependency is scary. I did a lot of self—reflection. I realized a lot of what had escalated everything was I had no sense of boundaries. Now, I try to always put my foot down or steer conversations if I get uncomfortable. You can never let anyone cross your boundaries — even one slip up and you could revert. Music teaches me a lot. People, People II: The Reckoning, & People II 2: Still Peopling, all by AJJ, really sincerely helped me. I also had that playlist — I was genuine in all that music leading me to recovery. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5glhbLOeeVtnJqz3xWK8Cn?si=fcz_sJkET_qKrioezCqKrQ&pi=au_gec9tRBOho ^ I may remake it, in fact. In any case — please be grateful for everyone who loves you, don’t take things for granted, and be thankful for the fact you breathe. Good luck with everything.

Heillou, little lamb ♡ This lady hopes you could get some sleep these days. Count sheep & all of that. You can always add me on discord❕ I love making new friends but I am quite shy & quiet in DMs, but knowing you are a lamb is enough of a conversation starters. Play—pretend is normal, often I am sillier than I come across! So no need for nervousness. A pat to your head and cute bows in your fluffy fleece is your reward for being such a brave lamb. ♪

Dear little Anon, if you feel like my presence is unhealthy for you, please banish this Goddess from your mind 😣💧 I don’t want to cause you distress. As powerful as I am, I am merely human now, 19 years on my green—blue Earth. I cannot watch you. I hope you are well. ETA ； You may think you’d go crazy but I’d truly believe it’d help to humanize me. I simply wish for good health for you.

Well, you didn’t give identifying information, silly! I’m sure I remember you if you’d tell me, fufu. I am well, the motions are as repetitive as usual. These days, I’ve been reading a little more.

scroll down ⤵️ Same steps as my icons❕

And your crocheting is amazing, dear little 🐃—creature. ♡

multiply, screen, overly (all of the image), multiply + gaussian blur 7px the original image (lower opacity), play with colors in screen and multiply layers

As you can tell by how long it took The Goddess to respond to this — it’s incredibly difficult for her too. For her, having one thing she does every day / any time she’s off, that requires her to get out of bed, and stick to it. Start small — maybe it can just be brushing your teeth. You can reward yourself after, like “Once I brush my teeth. I can have a tasty snack without feeling gross”

There is no one Ameyalli dislikes or hates — if she cannot “handle” you, she is earnest and polite in explaining such. But she’s only had to a single — digit amount of times❕ You’ll be fine, dear humble kit.

Indeed ♥︎ I am the Princess, the Shifting Mound. It’s where I received the title from in the first place❕ ［ All the ones I’m called, I was called once upon a time. ］ Thank you for stopping by my inbox, dear old mutual❕

Are you new to knowing of Ameyalli❔ She is comfortable in it because she has always been very open. She can’t mask as human very well, though she’s meant to, so she’s simply earnest. At the end of the day, I don’t care if people believe (in) me, and if they cannot handle what I am, blocking is an option. You won’t lose good friends if you’re open about being yourself — if you open up and they turn their nose up at you, they were never a friend to begin with.

Mother♥︎Angel❕